time again.

it is toward my birthday. I am not really excited because half of my 20th year has been tricky bambi. Guy issues here ,guy issues there simetimes it made me wonder whether I was meant to haveguy issues. First I had like 100 crushes,okay to be excited they were 4! munange Iam human, dont let your jaw drop! I dissappointed two of those and the third/ I dont know what happened but the 4th added salt to the wound. but you know what storms never last, jeez that guy opened abook for me, the kind that I had benn unknowingly opening for people but god is great,iam a bit fine! I was really hurt,It is really not nice to lead someone on and then pour cold water inthere face,bambi it aint nice at all. this brings me to my years resolution, I am in rehab for a yearand in this time i will crush on god over and over again. Atleast I will be assured of the reciprocation!