obviously underneath

All I do is for your glory,and you are the one who helps me do whatsoever i do.Even after knowing this,I tend to think the glory is all mine.I tend to do it for show.its not my intention but it is obviously underneath,lurking in my guts...waiting for acknowledgement.
it puts me down that I could feel like that even at this point of our relationship,but it wont let me down.
When you rode on that donkey while going to Jerusalem, I am positive it must have felt good
"check the master is riding on my back!" it must have said but it still trodded into the walls of Jerusalem.
and if it told itself to stop just because it had taken glory in riding on its back, you wouldnot have entered into the city walls. Imgine clothes were laid down for it to walk on! jeeez!
I wont slow even for a second,though the me thing is lurking deep down on my guts.I am still the broken vessel you chose in the beggining.I wasnt perfect then, I aint now, and I am not gonna be any time soon.
I am a work in progress,I tell myself that every morning and as I fan into flame, I will keep reminding myself.\The glory is yours forever and ever.

today

its been really long you know, I actually not fine, tabs are making ma day hell, i breathe out tabs.... can you imagine everything I do has tabs gosh!nway my head iis spinning, I have done some course work good things there, I have got he stuff I wanted naye lwakuba that guy wats extra ordinary things so I have to type nice things.God has been good though,you know how campus can make you broke and more broke,naye ma pockets havent run dry no they havent.

i have facebooking Brandon Heath's notes,there was a not.what is your Eden? I donnot truthfully know which memory could be my Eden, I didnot have a bad childhood but i just cannot point a finger on that particular time that i can focus on and say trutlly this memory can take me through the tough times. I guess sometimes one needs to scratch really underneath yet for some people this might be at the top of thier heads. its funny how different we are any way God works in diversity. Iam happy about where Iam and I know I will have very many Edens to pick. The Lord is on myside.