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last week Allan told me Glow wants me to be a zone leader of Stuart's zone. I am excited but at the same time scared.this is something I havent told anyone i know I am hyped and have mob zeal about about God but sometimes I feel I dont do quiet time enough,nor do I pray that much,and neither do I read my bible that much. I love hanging around Gloria and Timothy because they say things that I might nor might not know in a totally different way that I would never think about.at times I think it is because they spend so much time withHim that they have these revelations.
another thing is that I have been a cell leader and a sectional but things haven't been that good so I don't know whether this is what I am meant to do but the Lord has given me a tap on my back.

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hey watsup! sometime it has been, i wanted to talk to someone about this but well i didnt quite get the time to talk.actually I wanted to talk to Glow about it. I have decided to join modelling and I dont know how people will take it. Tim was suprised though he didnt express it I noticed the silence when I mentioned it. I met a friend who introduced me to a guy who manages shika models. I feel my emotions are escalating between doubt and happiness.many a times i have told myself I couldnt do this. I guess you are wondering why I am making a big deal out of this but I am the kind that suffer with pride. all I used to live for was the show and it was all for who sees me. my world when I look back now was abit shallow soooooo shallow. I dont want to go back there but then this is something i love and I am going to take it a day at a time. Lord let not the things of this world sway me!