matt 7:24-28. It talks about the wise and foolish man who build on the rock and on sand respectively!
I have grown to know the right answer to the two, i will go with the house on the rock! All this time i have been picturing myself springing into a dance on the rock, then screaming to the guys on the sand,"Ya'll lost niggers!". It never occured to me that this is actually a cliff, very slippery, any slight unplanned turn takes me to the ocean below! And the house on my rock is just a shack, very small compared to the mansion on the sand! Staying on this rock is totally impossible.
Now behold I ask again with every situation explained,"Judith what do you choose?"
No i aint talking about a dumb dichotomy! I am talking about either losing control and letting go or being able to control each and every variable, if there is even such a thing!
The shack and the rock need dependence on a source beyond, total giving in! I cant imagine even a jump on this the rock!
Oceans(where feet may fail) has been on repeat for a while, it should be my best song on that album! It talks about being plunged into the ocean,the unknown where feet may fail. My significant word is may. You realise there is a possibility of walking! But how can that odd be for me? " Spirit lead me where my trust is without boarders, let me walk upon the waters. Take me deeper then my feet will ever wander, where my faith will be made stronger. In the presence of my saviour. And somewhere it says you have never failed and you wont start now!
The Lord rebuked me about our relationship. " The difcerence between the relationship we have and that which it is meant to be is the difference between god you want me to be and this who Iam! Dumbfolded, i cannot add anything to that!
" This aint a payback relationship, where you're having one with me because you owe me one. You cant pay me back so please dont try!!!! This aint one for feeling good, earning points or whatever else you call it. You are either with me for me or nothing!!!!" :-( " This you cannot control, i do control it. Iif you need control, get a dog and comeback ready to give it all! Mine is all or nothing!"
So i ask, isnt there a part where i can still love you and remain "who i am", not get out of my way or anything like that.
" This aint a safe zone, mine is totally irrational, uncomfortable, mine aint safe at all. If you need safe, get a pillow made out of feathers!"
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